jam's photoblog

Trixie

jamkablam — Thu, 02 Dec 2010 07:52:08 +0000

Trixie is my cousin’s daughter. She will be staying with us for a long time. It’s good that as early as now, I can practice my future profession!

Play

jamkablam — Sun, 31 Oct 2010 13:34:09 +0000

It’s been a looooooooong time since I updated this. Life happens. But sometimes when I’m sick of it, I begin writing. Then I realize I hate my writing. And then I begin editing. So that’s what I’m doing – editing my life.

I’m so stressed right now, I just want to be carefree again…

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Handurawan
“Transforming poetry to actions”
The Living Room
Ermita, Manila

Joross!

jamkablam — Mon, 17 May 2010 04:12:06 +0000

Our pets can’t tell us everything so let’s just all be mindful of their needs especially during this time of year when the sun is just too happy to give us warmth!

It’s the Soil of the Deep Greens

jamkablam — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 12:03:02 +0000

The Miniscule

jamkablam — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:35:18 +0000

Sometimes when we look at the minute details, everything becomes blurry. This is why it’s important to always see the big picture, so that you’ll have a better understanding of the whole situation.

String Girl

jamkablam — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 16:20:22 +0000

Problemado?

jamkablam — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:12:01 +0000

I like this photo. It shows how exhausted this child from the slums is. But I had second thoughts of posting it because it shows a sensitive part of her body. I blurred it just a bit to make it a bit inconspicuous.

I can choose not to publish this or submit this as an entry. But what if a photo, which poses this particular problem, is just too significant to be ignored?

Is there a rule regarding this?

Que Sera, Sera

jamkablam — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:02:02 +0000

I’m relatively happy. Well, I don’t even know what that is, but it sounds really good and special because of the H word. Happiness was not something I sought, because I’ve always been a happy kid. And why would you seek something you already have right? Just like whenever my cardiologists ask me if I get tired easily, it’s hard for me to tell because I’ve been born with a heart ailment and I wouldn’t know how it feels NOT to get tired easily. You’ll never know something until you have it (or not).

Now I’m not sure anymore if I’m still that happy girl I used to be. ‘Satisfied’ may be a better word to describe me. I’m satisfied with my life because God always gives me what I need. I believe God always listens to my prayers and I have many accounts on how He answered them. I even prayed for a friend and it came true right away. Maybe He’s not giving me what I want.. yet… but I’m positively sure that will come soon enough. Perhaps I’m happy now, I just don’t notice it because I seldom smile nor laugh. But it would be nice to smile and laugh again like the old days. I even want to study again, perhaps to get that satisfaction of learning something theoretically. I remember in college I always itched to graduate. Maybe I did enjoy the learning journey a little bit, and perhaps I want to go through it again.

Whatever will be, will be. I’ll windsurf to where the winds bring me. =)

~Jam

The Road is Long

jamkablam — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 03:35:41 +0000

Mui Ne, Southern Viet Nam

Mt. Pinatubo

jamkablam — Thu, 28 May 2009 01:19:20 +0000

Aetas chilling at Mt. Pinatubo